I've only just discovered that the entries I did a couple of nights ago - did not 'take'. In other words, I wrote, posted, and off, into the atmosphere they went - but were not recorded here. It's funny, because the title, taken from a Vonnegut, indicated just such a thing - here today, gone tomorrow = sort of - and control? We haven't auy - or so it would appear, at times.
These postings should be taken then, as 'irregular', in that they cannot be seen to be consistent (though write, I do, every day) due to the fickle nature of the (dreadful) internet connection we (do not) have.
It's funny - How quickly we've come to rely on technology and yet - on certain levels - expect things to remaim the same.
Are you finding encounters with people to be less 'intimate'? I would like to think they haven't changed and that it is I who is the cause of how things are viewed - never mind...
I write this in the hope that what I wrote before has not been lost - not because I think it was brilliant - indeed, it this it wasn't - no, it's all about having actually kept the promise and written something - anything - to indicate that I am here. I am here, I am here. One lone voice, crying out into the darkness of an infinite night...
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